April 20, 2012  

Here's the latest:  The HIDA scan showed liver and gall bladder functions as completely normal.  My GP is perplexed.  He thinks it could be a side effect from the chemo; he thinks it could be scar tissue from the surgery 2+ years ago; he thinks it could be neither of these.  So-o-o-o-o, I'm going to have an Endoscopy procedure (down the throat) on Tuesday.  I'm going to have Gordy paint a teensy-weensy clown on my tonsils just to surprise the doctor who does the procedure!!  HA!  Will let you know the results. 

April 15, 2012

As I re-read my last post, it occurred to me that you might've come away thinking that I'm giving up. That could NOT be further from the truth! I have NO intention of giving up or giving in to “the Beast” anytime soon. Nope, isn't going to happen!

I do want you all to understand, however, that there is no cure for lung cancer. I wish there were, but the reality is there isn't. I'm lucky, however, in that I have the more slow-growing typeof cancer (adenocarcinoma). The hope is that it can be “managed” for as long as possible. Or perhaps a drug which is currently in Clinical Trials will show great promise. But, I'm really lucky because the end of April will be 2 ½ years since I was diagnosed – that is amazing in so many ways because the odds are stacked against me. The facts are that the 5 year survival rate for Stage 4 non-small cell lung cancer is less than 10%. HOWEVER, I intend to be part of that 10 percent!!!!

So, here's what been happening since my last update. I had my last chemo treatment on February 28^th. After yet another rough month of side effects in March, I had a CT scan. The 3 nodules in my lower left lung have remained the same: 8mm, 5mm and 3mm. This is very good news!! Next CT scan will be the end of June.

I have really been looking forward to the numerous side effects slowly backing off in the coming weeks & months so that I could do more – gardening, maybe some fishing with Gordy, etc. However, in the strangeness and unpredictability that is Life, God had other plans!

Let me back up a little bit and explain that since I had surgery 2+ years ago, I've complained on and off of a “tightness”/”fullness” in my upper right abdomen. Various doctors told me it was muscle spasms from having had thoracic surgery and that it takes a long time to heal completely. OK. I was good with that. I have a pretty high tolerance for pain so I got used to it being a 3 or a 4. Over the past 6 to 9 months, it's gotten a little bit worse. In my mind, I figured some of it was because I slouched too much and my muscles needed to be stretched. So when I'd feel more “uncomfortable”than usual, I sit up extra straight and eventually the feeling would go away.

OK, back to the present. Last Thursday, just two short days after we received the CT results, the “uncomfortable” feeling came (yet again) but this time, it didn't go away and, in fact, got worse (like a 7 on the pain scale). I called my clinic and they said, “Go to the ER”, which we did. They ran blood tests, and ultra-sounds, all of which were inconclusive. The ER Doc said he suspected it might be my gall bladder though I had no gall stones. My “uncomfortable” level went back down to a 3 and we went home. I went to see my GP earlier this week who sent me for a HIDA scan (which measures my liver & gall bladder function). Had that test this past Thursday.

What a miserable time that was! After being injected with a radioactive isotope tracer, I had to lie on my back - without moving - for 60 minutes. Holy Cow! When the 60 minutes was up, I was so stiff (hips, knees and ankles), I needed help getting off the table, putting on my shoes and standing up! Isn't getting older a complete laugh tract?!!

We are awaiting the results of this test – should be in on Tuesday. Maybe I'm supposed to be learning something from this on-going saga? What, exactly, that might be, I don't know. I do know this: God won't give me more than He thinks I can handle. I'll keep you posted!!